Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 16:09
Yesterday never go to duty due to my mother not at home ): So today I really need to go now. Done with my post and way down to schoooool. Suppose to meet him and Yuzhen but suddenly have CCA plan workshop, so cmi (cannot make it) ):
On a side note: Heart feels heavy, I feel helpless , I feel hopeless. Some how people understand how I feel but you never understand what I am thinking. Many words or sentence describes my feeling but I can't express it out myself sometimes. Crying, laughing, acting strong maybe that's what I can do. Oh no, sorrows f increasing, happiness decreasing. Oh yea, my thinking are really very mature. I think alot yesterday night. Thinking to give up, thinking of quitting, thinking that I get best result. But after a night of thinking sorrows, decided to move on. I will never giveup, quitting. Teacher thinks that gpa not high = to me I also will think so. Now what I can do is to study smart, seek for teacher's help. Work extra hard for attachment.